14 June 2008
`Saturday 14 june o8family off to wedding in m'sia.
the only one left at home.
hah. the girl who can't get anything right.
4am in the morning. haha. sleeping late late late
at night. jacob's creek. OO never again.
this girl sucks.
SYF was cancelled.
blahblahblah. went to church for meeting.
then later come home did ppts and designs.
then went back and showed pauline.
blahblahblah.
project flashmob is in session! (:
okayy.... so it's done.
one thing that i can get at least half right in. hah.
oh well. then later after the screams and done paintings
and not knowing gordon was still in the room and yet wanting
to lock it and the pillow whacking and more screams.
went home. hah. so lor suo.
tabitha's dumb. ahaahahahahahaha
oh well. i just cant seem to do anything right.
hah. D:
blahblahblahblah. the rants coming from who no
one wanna hear from. hahahhahaa
went to do victim.
i screw up again. haix. D:
saw mr ong. blahblahblah.
i really suck. =.= =X
`Friday 13 june o8went to church to "babysit".
leader's conference la. =X oh well.
even little kids are...........#####^^^^^^*****
words remain unspoken. hah.
then later ate lunch then had SYF.
Frog hunter. pffft. lol. hahaha mama panda
and crappy things. hah.
so many breaks in SYF as compared to normal. OO
WOW. lol. sorta slack but still fun. (:
komathi and her funniness.
the laughing and drills. avryl and her quesitons.
i still cant get the timing right as usual.
haix. oh well.
ate mac's after training.
kunfu panda kicks butt. lol. =X
walked home. blahblahblahblahblah.
today's never a good day. haix.
the girl that never was.
`Thursday 12 june o8
first exco meeting. OO
i dont think i deserve the position still.
i really dunno what's on my mind. haix.
god save me please. haix. oh well.
exco meetin missing so may many ppl.
oh well. then plan plan plan.
it sound fun yet not fun.
hah. well i just hope it turns out nicely.
meeting kept side tracking to permai.
JONATHAN & JORDY are coming! ((:
hah. oh well. after meeting went to eat prata.
with clarence joey abu and xin ning.
then later go home. blahblahblah.
then went for lessons.
blahblahblahblahblahblah.
then went home.
then later slacked? and do work.
and blahblahblahblahbalhablhabalha
`Wednesday 11 june o8HAPPY BIRTHDAY XIN HAO!!!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY ISSAC!!!
met wei liang in the morning.
then blahblahblah. had to cook lunch
for siblings and myself. blahblahblah.
had SYF training.
it got pushed forward and i didn't know!
so like rushed cooking
which the gas ran out halfway! =.=
oh well.
then later eat then zoom outta house go school.
was like the last two there? OO
hah. oh well. what do you expect?
chopsticks and rubber bands.
tricia avryl nicole liane and syf ppl! <3
i like syf. hah. OO surprise surprise.
talk talk talk.
random random random.
`Tuesday 10 june o8day as usual.
blhablahblahlabha
tabitha is crap. hahahahahaha
went for lessons. but it was wrong day.
how smart right? lessons change liao.
i also dunno. hah. =.=
stupid me.
then nvr swim come out.
wanna go home then no key.
no one home. kena locked out.
then go eat lor. wait for dad.
then saw aunty siew ming and her husband.
no offence but it is true but i dunno how to tell her.
sometimes i feel the same too.
haix. oh well. complications complications.
finally dad home.
then blahblahblahblahbalhablahba
the anger hurt and lost of mind? hah.
O.O O.O O.O =X :X =X
`Monday 09 june o8
meeting at 9am.
reached on time. phew.
oh well. plan plan plan
then meet mr chiang.
end liao nvr wait. walked home
talk talk with hui xuan and abu.
blahblahblahblahblah.
dumb beef. hah. =X
played basketball. (:
21 to 20.
hah. oh well. chillax girl and guy.
dont :@ (: ?
`Thursday 05 june 2008 to Sunday 08 june 2008
08 june: HAPPY BIRTHDAY XIAO CHENG!!!
: HAPPY BIRTHDAY XIN NING!!!
07 june: HAPPY BIRTHDAY DINIE!!!
CAMP EUPHORIA!!!
group 5! power rangers!
yay for winning most enthu! (:
okok although i wasn't there for the last part.
still, GOOD JOB GROUP! it was fun being part of you! (:
okok. camped one day earlier.
first time i'm being a group leader like this.
i admit i was totally afraid. cause it's like err...how to lead devotion?
how to err. rar rar the group? cause i'm like same age and alll... oh well. =X
and it was embarassing... sorta? but it was wad i had to do. =.=
lol. oh well. haha ???ahhaha
it went sorta well i guess.
okok although there were the oh so silent and bad thoughts creeping in.
it was fun overall! but i missed the last part thanks to my parents. oh well.
they said service was great. haix wat's done cant be undone.
thursday:
basketball. chiong packing.
briefing then macs then school.
Friday:
went nic there. then blahblah.
then break into groups.
Group 5 (POWER RANGERS!) =
Micheal, Joey, Bessie, Jaired, Ernest, Joel Tang,
Joel Yeo, Zhi Mai and Dong Xuan.
then had ice breakers.
then lunched at pe porch.
blahblahblah. then water games.
shower. haha the garden bathers right sharon? ahahaha ?
then dinner. then DISC.
chats with joey and gets disturb. =.=
blahblahblah. supper then lights out.
Saturday:
wake up. DEVOTION! aiyomah!
haix. oh well. then had breakfast then later
HERITAGE TRAIL! good planning joel lim. :)
but wet weather. oh well.
but good job with the on hand quizes. (:
then later in the bus disturbing joel yeo.
lol. hilarious? hahah lol.
then lunch then afternoon games.
then shower then BBQ!
okok BBQ was good.
but again as always i was suanned all the way. =.=
oh well. LEMON. lol. but it was fun still.
air force. sotongs and all. =.= lol.
ahahah. then later got cheer competition.
lol. megatron! lol. =X ahahah
bb is famous for tao pok la can? =.= hahahaha oh well.
then later had chocolate fondue while watching facing the giants! x)
if we win we praise god, if we lose we still will praise him :)
the movie end like abt midnight.
then later had debrief again then went back.
lol. chatchatchat then later sleep.
^i still dunno wad i did to make u hate me. =.=
lol. just come up to me like tt. lol. oh well.
Sunday:
wake up.
devotion.
clear up.
evaluation.
then i had to go off thanks to parents. =.=
went to SMOU.
saw Mr K. heh. lol. tt bald man. =X jkjk
saw felix.
blahblahblah won. blahblahblah. it aint nth much.
went home.
`Wednesday 04 june o8Weird dream last night.
Killer whales and all.
Lava monster.
And this guy. Thought dead but was alive.
Rubbish dump.
Bridge.
Many many people.
Fire games.
Hiding.
`Wednesday o4 June o8
Okayy. Woke up consistenly hour by hour.
Haix. Day was usual I guess?
Slept most of the day away. =X
Stupid headache and all. =.=
Hate it man.
The whole world’s spinning
While I’m dying. =x
`Friday 30 may 2oo8 to Tuesday o3 June 2oo8
o3 june: HAPPY BIRTHDAY YONG JIE!!!
PERMAI PLUS LEADERSHIP CAMP!
Offically back from Jakarta! (:
I miss permaians. =/
But over there I’m missing here.
The ironic fact. Haha =X
I learnt a lot from the camp.
And got to know people. (:
Haha. And see a different side to things.
Oh well. Haha.
Slept at like 2am today morning.
Then had chat in the apartment.
Then later all go and sleep.
Later woke up and like bathe and zoom down.
Ate local food at the market.
Haha jakarta’s market’s full of life. Haha
-the Jakarta accent.
-mangua dua.
-shopping
-wake up late bathe.
-breakfast at the market.
-sleep wake up abt 6am
-5bx. Breakfast
-workshop
-area cleaning.
-lunch together.
-speechless and such.
-banner and gifts.
-ate pizza hut.
-ice skating.
-thank you all the parents and jordy and iwan and all.
-bus. Taman angrek.
-debrief : confidence. Tone. More initiative. More responsible. More consistent. Don’t bottle up.
-5bx.
- nice koropoke. Lol.
-lunch everyone owns a business. OO
-jordy’s parents: meals.
-games
-campfire.
`Thursday 29 may o8went school for final meeting.
sprayed the shirts and all.
then finalise everything and did the booklets.
then later went with eliza and joey to get bag.
didn'tbuy in the end. D: haix.
then went home rush to pack bag.
stupid me forgot thought tt we were leaving on sat.
how stupid and dumb can i get? hah. oh well.
then packed liao then sleep lor...
END.
this is the end of the reallyy stupid blur dumb girl
tabitha's long logn post of holiday.
i dont eveen think i make sense now. hah.
=.= oh well.
-inmyownworld-
5:23:00 PM
28 May 2008
`Wednesday 28 may 2oo8
HAPPY BIRTHDAY YU TING!!!
Ahahaha. I’m so random now.
Lol. Mymind is blank.
Blahblahblahblahblah
Blehblehblehblehbleh.
Morning go school meeting.
Then later no lunch blahblah
Then syf training lor…
Lol.
Then go tm blahblahblah.
Then come home lor.
GET WELL SOON.
Ahahahhaa.
`Tuesday 27 may 2oo8
Lol. Today the same ole boring day.
Ahaha wake up then clear up lor… ahahah
I’m watching Hercules now. Lol. =X
Ahahah so bored la. Hahah
Anyway went for lessons
Omg it was changed for me! OO wah.
I feel so so so so bad. =X lol. =X
Blahblahblah. Lol. Wont go into much. Lol.
Then come online chat chat chat lor… ahaha
Blahblahblah. Lol. Ahahah so so so so bored now.
Lol.
`Monday 26 may 2oo8HAPPY BIRTHDAY XUE JUN!!!
Today was plain boring.
Woke up. Packed room and then do work.
And watched tv… blahblahblah.
Sometimes I really hate myself.
Who am i? what am i? where do I belong?
It’s just so crap. Walking alone doesn’t help.
It lasts just a while.
I wanna go back to the bridge and camp there.
It’s so nice and peaceful.
So many things run through my mind.
I really shouldn’t be thinking so much.
But I really really can’t help it.
Chocolates cheer me up only but a while.
I need a everlasting cure or antidote to teach me save me.
I just got confirmed ytd.
Yes it’s true but it ain’t.
This spiritual journey I’m not sure.
I can’t even remember wad the bishop said. Haix.
Eeekk. I totally dislike bugs can?!
Lol. Stupid cockroach dropped in from above hse. =.=
Lol. Then crawl here crawl there!
Omg damn drama already. Lol. Wont say anymore.
Aahaha =X =X =X LOL!
`Sunday 25 May 2008
Today had confirmation. Was almost late. =X hah.
Anyway bishop ponniah was there. The gospel he preached was meaningful. Andand when it came to the confirming part. Know what? Lol. =X I can remember wad he say to the rest but not mine… lol. =.=
Anyway used com.
Did things blahblahblah.
Then later went out.
Came home bout 12? Dunno. Haha. =X
Late night can le.
Walking walking walking.
The new design at mac’s good.
I like it. haha =X
Oh and Indiana jones is a nice show. An oldie but it keeps coming back.
Hahahahahahahaha. I’m mad. Haix.
The façade which doesn’t work.
Ahahahah ahahaahah
I’m laughing. Haha.
D: D: D:
`Saturday 24 may 2oo8Had to wake up at like 6.
Then later met nic at 630, then go pasir ris.
Thanks liane’s dad for fetching us. (:
If not for him me and nic would have like gotta take the 630 bus? =X
Lol. Anyway reached HQ around 720.
Blahblahblah.
Bus-ed to NCC camp for training.
Saw liyana and gwen walking.
Reached there then train blahblahblah.
So hot and warm. Can die.
But I enjoyed it somehow. Lol. =X
Saw desmond Theodore and dano they all too.
The random guy too. Lol. =X
So funny la can. But he’s nice. Hahah
Hurt my knee. Lol. Shouldn’t have dropped down.
Lol. Oh well. Not pain. Haha.
Me and liane we sorta hyper. Lol. =X ahahha during drill some more.
Lol.
OO know wad? Lynn’s the VP of her student council. Haha cool!
Ahaha =X
Anyway walked with nic avryl liane sarah lynn and another girl(sry dunno name =X ) to heartland for lunch.
Lunched then went home.
Mrt-ed back with lynn and nic.
Blahblahblah.
Went home then slacked. =X haha
Then do work then sleep.
Then chat then blahblahblah.
It’s boring to be me. Haha
Oh well. Wad do u expect?
`Friday 23 may 2oo8Forum was a total mess. AH!
Tabitha’s so unorganised. =X
Sorry and thank you ms ng. =X
Haix. Haix. Haix. D: D: D:
Went over to primary sch.
Discussed. Blah blah then later MTP.
Run run run. Lol. =X
Then kena reprimanded. =X
See Tabitha is such a bad example. Haix.
Anyway cleared up blahblah.
Messed up.
Ran about.
Chatted.
Then later went to church.
Blahblah.
Went home.
Last to leave. Ha. =X
I’ve got nth more to say.
So blah-ed. Haix. Haha.
`Thurday 22 may 2oo8
Post exam activities.
Played games.
So messy.
Then break then games again.
Then recess.
Then games.
Then cheer.
Then end sch.
I’m screaming so much that my voice is getting
Low low low. Lol. It’s so manly. Lol. =X
Sorry it was so so so super unorganised. =X
Thanks to all who helped out.
Commendation service.
The bishop talked so long! =X
Hah. Then blahblahblah.
No appetite to eat wanted to puke.
I’m just so so so so so so so so tired. =X
And it’s only the beginning. =X
Haix. Then cam-whored. Blahblahblah.
Went for syf. =x
I so so so can’t walk in heels. Lol. =X
My court shoes are so super not my size. Haha.
The day was so hot until I like sweated my whole shirt can?
3 freaking layers. =X and my blazer was wet too. =X can u imagine tt.
Lol. ahahahahhahaa
Went home with aliff and nic.
`Wednesday 21 may 2oo8Sports day.
Went school. blahblahblah.
Then later go stadium.
So freaking hot! Haix oh well.
Cut my wrists by accident. =X
But nvm small injury.
Can surivive. Lol.
ran around everywhere. Lol. =X
I’m so dumb. Haha throw javelin also can whack my own head. Lol. =X
Anyway after javelin run 4 X 100m. lol.
First time. =X ahahahaha
Blahblahblahblahblah.
Had a short cheer meeting.
Then blahblahblah.
Had lunch with mr chiang michelle xin ning and aliff.
Lol. Thanks mr chiang.
Went back for SCCS rehearsal.
Was super funny.
Meet jemima and amy.
Ohoh *inside story*
LOL! So funny. Right XN and aliff?
Lol. =X
Went back and then run. Lol. =x
The place was super cool la can. :D
I like air cons. Lol.
Then later went for SYF.
I’m so getting man voice. Lol.
Oh well.
Then after that went back to council.
Lol. =X picture placing. Blahblahblah.
Then meet had 3 meetings.
Went for 2. couldn’t make it for the other.
Oh well.
Argh. It’s such a bore and trouble.
I won’t go into detail. Hah. =X D:
Walked home with wei liang Xin Ning and aliff.
End day. Everyday’s just such a bore.
I can’t stand myself really.
I’m no link. Hahaahahahhahahahahhaa
`Tuesday 20 may 2oo8
HAPPY BIRTHDAY ALIFF!!!Today was just hectic.
Supposed to have the arts treats activities.
But had to miss it to do work. =.=
Oh well.
>> fast forwards >>
Blahblahblah.
After school had drill competition.
Haix. Err. Start already then march.
GB upper sec got 2nd. Yay for us. (:
GB lower sec got 3rd. yay for y’all too considering it was ur first time.
CD was overall champion.
Today was crap. Sorry ppl for ignoring y’all
And disappearing like tt.
I shouldn’t have acted tt way.
Sorry for making y’all worry.
It just all crashed on me.
I had to run away.
No faced.
I sucked, such a loser, me.
Haix. D: I don’t wanna talk about it.
Just leave me be.
Alone lil me.
`Monday 19 may 2oo8
VESAK DAY. Lol.
Ahaha after vesak day.
Wake up then blahblahblah.
Went down to play basketball. :D ahahaha
Basketball is fun.
Playplayplay until like so bored like tt. Ahaha
Ppl wait for us to use court.
So honoured seh. Lol. =X ahahaha
Then went home with wai chung. Lol.
=.= today is such a dumb day. Haix. Lol.
Went home blahblahblah.
Then later went to eat dinner.
Then went to Henderson bridge.
It’s so nicceee (: haaha
Walked the whole brigde alone. So fun. Haha
Then went home like err… morning. Haha =X
The place is nice. Haha I got bitten by an ant. =.=
LOL! Oh well who knows. Lol.
=X =X =X =X =X ahahahhaha =X =X =X =X =X
`Sunday 18 may 2oo8
Service. Blahblahblah
Then later err…. Do dunno wad.
Can’t remember le. Haha =X
`Saturday 17 may 2oo8
Omg. Like one full day of marching can?
So warm and tiring can?
From like 10am to 1pm
Had SYF training.
I’m timer. Hahahaha lol. =X
Then after that had lunch at macs.
Ahaha then later lunched liao.
Then go back for training again. Lol.
Ahahah lol. March again from like wad?
130pm to like 6pm.
Super long la can? And tiring.
And I keep messing up. =X haix.
Oh well. Haix. Haha. =XXX lol.
`Friday 16 may 2oo8
Had council rehearsal.
Blahblahblah
Then drill practice. From like 2pm to 6pm.
Can’t remember much la… lol. =X
`Thursday 15 may 2oo8
HAPPY BIRTHDAY HAI JING!!!
Came school early like 630am.
LOL! The whole day on my last batt.
Super low battery la can? Ahaha
Oh well ahahhha.
Practiced cheer blahblahblah.
Then run about.
Then later had Cheer competition auditions.
Then got gb training. From 2pm – 6pm.
Had meeting with ms lum and all also.
Super clash can? It’s tiring having to be
At so many places at once.
Haix. Oh well. Wad to do? Hahaha.
Busy busy busy. Ahahah lol.
Run run run. LOL!
`Wednesday 14 may 2oo8
HAPPY BIRTHDAY MUM!!!
So luan la can? =.=
Had CCC meeting then later got cheer and GB.
Blahblahblah. Bloobloobloo. Blehblehbleh.
I’m bored………. LOL! =.=
Then had sports heats.
Super a lot of bugs la can?
Eeeeeeeekkkk. Ugrh. Lol. =X
Waited for the rest then had cheer practice.
Until like 730pm? OO ahahah
Was fun la ? ahaha lol. Oh well. Ahahah
I like our cheer. Hahaha OO =X lol.
Ahahahah. Okok ended. Lol.
I’m bloggin this at 1 in the morning. Ahahhaha
Tabitha’s so smart right? Lol. jkjk
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I need a scream team.
So many things running in and out my head.
Stress they say is getting to me but I think it ain’t.
A flower fading the sun rays draining.
This person’s soul is disappearing.
Haix.
-inmyownworld-
9:57:00 PM
13 May 2008
`Tuesday 13 may o8played a short while of basketball.
got cx, wai chung, jy,qixi,ying hui,zhi hao and others.
know wad? i just found out wai chung lives in my block! OO
hahah. then after the short play went to school.
went with zhi hao, teng li, ming yi, andre, daryl and hai jing.
went hj's hse then daryl's place. then went back sch for rehearsal.
OO i have to say another speech. OO wah. =X
was long.
collect forms take shoes size blah blah.
went to send my dad off.
ate at T3 got fire alarm. OO
coffee was nice. blahblah
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because of my carelessness i get a red eye.
taking photo causes SOMEONE to whack me. =.= haha accidentally la...
i forget all about lessons and mrs sui's note.
then i end up hearing a fact that is sorta creeping me out. OO
THANK you wai chung. :)
~the teletubbies dance. lol.
`Monday 12 may o8
woke up.
went bedok resevoir run.
then later went sneha's house swim.
then later follow her go cut hair.
i saw xin hao. OO lol.
then went home.
short while later went down play.
then after tt went home.
then go out again.
ate at lighthouse.
then went mount faber walk walk.
try and find the henderson brigde.
got lost. blahblah. s'pore's nice at night. :D haha
but very scary to walk la. cause night time. haha
cool moves... blahblah. finally found it. then went home
try going there at 11 + at night. hahah =XX
reached home in the morning. AGAIN. hahah
`Sunday 11 may o8
HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY!!!
had service in the morn.
then later brought mum to lunch.
mother's day aint mother's day. lol. =XX
came home. did things blahblahblah
went for GDOP o8
blahblahblah.
followed the rest when they went KFC eat.
leisure park is cool. lol. =X
guess who i saw there! lol. didn't expect seh.
lol. was a surprise. haha bro was there.
as in same name as me one. lol.
anyway GDOP was ok.
ccr was unique so outstanding colour. lol. =X
then went out with family.
super late late late dinner. my father's treat to my mum.
lol. =XXXX then went home.
reached home late again. haha about 12 am plus i think? lol. =X
`Saturday 10 may o8
stay home saturday.
lol. boring day.
blahblahblah.
cant remember le. haha
`Friday o9 may o8
went to sch to meet mrs sui.
missed out on the karaoke.
blahblahblah.
did abit of gardening.
thanks lindy, hui xuan, ying ling. and those i left out.
for staying back to help do the thing. :D haha
then went home. played a short while of bb.
then went up again. cs whole day? haha =X
blahblahblahblahblah....
`Thursday o8 may o8
yea exams are offically over.
physics and emaths. haix.
emaths wad ok. physics. dont wanna talk abt it.
haix.
oh well.
`Wednesday o7 may o8HAPPY BIRTHDAY WEI LIANG!!!amaths and history paper.
i liked the history paper. haha =X
amaths... haix. =X
anyway tt's all i've gotta say. oh well. haha
bye.
-inmyownworld-
8:32:00 PM
06 May 2008
`Tuesday o6 may o8is this rat year an emo yr or wad?
i keep gettin frustrated over almost everything.
everything aint going my way either.
it's so super frustrating.
home friends life.
so many questions so lil answers.
am i the cause of all this probs?
i'm at such a loss.
ppl keep taking advantage of me. i feel.
in everything. i dunno anything anymore.
anyway everything aint right.
i'm so dum i cant believe i did that.
today's paper is chem.
gonna have swimming later.
during chem i felt so sick. =.=
throat pain running nose and headache. =.=
so freaking irritating.
my whole mid years.
i'm so scared of the results.
i'm afraid of everything now.
wad to do?
and nothing ain't helping either.
ESAGMW. ESVVW.
argh. freaking computer wouldn't start up either.
lap top dead. =.= ok now it's working but it wasnt just now.
it took me 45+min to fix it.
wah. see i'm going crazy again. =.=
just ignore my madness. ha.ha.
gotta fetch sis soon.
GOD's yellow pages.
http://web2.airmail.net/dpelc/yellow/`Monday o5 may o8HAPPY BIRTHDAY DADDY!!!HAPPY BIRTHDAY CLARE!!!HAPPY BIRTHDAY RAJI(rajakumari)!!!had emaths and chinese
emaths was err... okay i guess.
chinese i understood. but phrasing was all badd again. =.=
oh wellies.
after school. back home
sometimes i just dread being the responsible one.
always being the one having to bring my sister.
while she bulllies me.
i feel so much like screaming. screaming my lungs out.
screaming the life out of me.
ha.
anyway went for dinner to celebrate birthday. haha
then came home lo. sian lor exams. haha
exams drain the life of me. haha
GET WELL SOON ppl.
the things out of the bag.
wah.
sorry dylan.
u were irritating me so much and i was in a bad mood.
`Sunday o4 may o8slacked/studied for emaths.
lol. sorry sharon. haaha toilet bowl. =X
haha. xavier has a totally cool but expensive calculator.
haha. but sad la. i dunno how to work it. ahaha
had cell. lol. so much food?
ahaha
wah. big lollipops make my mouth hurt.
haha. chatted.
then blahblahblah.
study-~
`Saturday o3 may o8HAPPY BIRTHDAY FANG YI JIE!!!HAPPY BIRTHDAY JOEY WONG!!!HAPPY BIRTHDAY AUNTY LISA!!!HAPPY BIRTHDAY JING YI!!!boring old saturday.
study all day can die one leh. lol.
boring ole weekend.
END> =.=
ahahahaha
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ignore my crappiness and emoness?
it's my blog so i say this.
haha. ? i'm in such a weird situation?
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-inmyownworld-
11:26:00 AM
02 May 2008
`Friday o2 may 2oo8
ok so apparently i won. and i had to give another speech.
it just feels so wrong.
eliza's my friend and all..
haix... oh well.
people's been saying hi to me and all.
calling me president and all. sometimes even ppl i dunno.
it's weird. but oh well..... haix. haha.
anyway, today had POA and chinese paper 1.
i'm so gonna screw up for this mid years haix.
oh well. i've gotta try.
from today onwards. i've so gotta change.
and i mean it. haix....
life's such a bore. sec 3 life is blah.
emo's getting a grip of me.
get well soon people. (:
don't fall sick.
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thanks for being a friend. (:(:(:
you're really nice. i like talking to u.
anyway dont care too much about me.
and sorry for the troubles and all.....
すべてをありがとうパパイヤ。
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`Thursday o1 may 2oo8
HAPPY BIRTHDAY ANGEENA!!!
LABOUR DAY.
lol. okok anyway today.
had bbq. went to uncle luis house to bbq.
go there talk talk eat eat cook cook.
then so boring. watched the eagles from his house.
so cool. haha and it's wing span's so big.
chilli's so old now. and so is spice but they still both loveable. :D
ahaha and there's still the fishes and bird. ahha.
adult chats while we sit at bbq pit = burnt fish.
ahaha. but the food overall was nice.
along with the refreshing lemon juice. haha
eh. it's nice an refreshing okay? ahahah
weather was nice but very warm.
haha so boring. played vice city GTA.
only got one controller. oh well.
went home. so bored. fell asleep.
but woke up soon enough. haha
chatted. stressed and everything.
crammed everything into my head.
hope i can get it right. slept LATE.
so tired.
okay i'm getting freaked out.
really really freaked out.
who am i? i dont know who i am anymore either.
haix. so many things running through my mind.
`Wednesday 3o april o8
lessons as usual.
was angry the whole recess. =.=
then physics remedial.
so lil' people went.
oh wellies.
btw did i mention zhi hao went "mad"
in the morning. haha from taking javier's shoe and putting them high up
to being santa claus and giving out all javier's things and all.. haha
andand eliza and i met mr ong and ms yue? (sry i dunno how to spell =X haha )
SCARY! WAH! OO OO OO woah.
then morning as usual back to running around the school. =.=
haha oh well.. lol. voted for most caring teacher. :D ahaha
had short meeting after tt.
then went home.
MR POH's leaving. wah.
haha mr poh's a fun teacher.
his lessons are enjoyable lor. haha
we'll miss him. hahaa anyway i know you won't read this
but none the less, good luck and god bless you in wadeva you do. :D
btw, thanks for the lollipop and extra lessons. haha xD
`Tuesday 29 april o8
day as usual.
met mr kwok. then blah blah.
gave speech to the whole school.
SCARY!
i super nervous la can?
andand assembly was sorta fun? haha.
nice performance. haha. lol. "heighd"
ok then had LC.
then come back again for speech.
done already then maths.
had NSW after maths. at chem lab 2. haha
wah the thing so not relavant to wad we learn la.
haha it's totally screwed already. haha
thanks ms Lum/MRS FU. ahaha
thanks for the concern and praying for me.
sorry didn't complete the thing. haha =X
`Monday 28 april o8
had eng and ss papers.
i think i'm really gonna screw this mids up.
how? i so so so so so gotta buck buck buck up.
met mr kwok.
then later buy bbt. then went home.
walked with dorry. :D haha long time no walk. haha =X
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have i got a spilt personality or wad? i don't know. ahhhh. i hope not. anyway i'm over and done with it. wad will happen i dunno.i just know it's gonna be so so so so WEIRD.WAH! WAH! WAH!ohwell. anyway. thanks for everything and all.i've got a long long way more to run. it's a new challenge will i be up to it?it's getting on my nerves. this is like so many things in one.nightmares and dreamscapes. ahahadunno wad to do.buck up tabitha. you're so dumb and contradictive.haix.anyway pictures will be up at next post.
-inmyownworld-
2:04:00 PM
27 April 2008
`Sunday 27 april o8today is just blah.
studied abit of SS then go church.
crapped. and then went for service.
worshipped. bro gary preached.
camp euphoria!
ahahaa must go okay? it's gonna be fun. (: ahahah
cant wait. my holiday's gonna be so packed.
AHHHHHHH!
after service went home.
tt dumb han wen go scared me. =.=
!!! i thought wad seh. =.= ahahahhaa
lol. okok then home online then mug.
pictures are uploaded! xD finally. ahhaha
i hope i do well or at least pass all for my mid years.
i really dunno what to do anymore...everythings so jumbled up.
oh well. then had dinner. dad's back from bangkok. :))
then went dinner. blahblahblah. home!
JIA YOU for mids ppl. (: good bless y'all!
get well soon okay? u needa stay healthy.
and dont be sad okay? what's done cant be undone.
cheer up? dont so emo... smile :) ? sorry i couldn't help?
=XX
don't hurt urselves anymore.
nowadays so many ppl r emo and sad. haix.
rat year is such a emo-y year! wah... haix ahaha?
even for me it is emo. haha ? sians. T,T haha
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(a lame thing but yea...? ahahha)
The papaya story :
in a papaya there are many seeds.
they were taken out and all put in a field to grow.
this one seed took very long to grow and was very sad.
it's friends had all grown fruits and all... but it hadn't even grown.
but when it did. it grew up to be a very nice
big big juicy and sweet one. it's fruit was the best of all the crops.
when it was cut a star was seen in it. so u c? there's a hidden star in everyone.
dont give up when u fall down or r the last to grow okay?
there are other days. u can try ur best?
i dunno if u get the story but yea.
try ur best and dont give up. (:
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-inmyownworld-
8:14:00 PM
PICTURES POST!
-GB surprise farewell party for beloved sec 4s
(the super nice heart shape which even strangers stopped to take pics off)
(the dead snake and horses and the woodpecker who pecked a van. =.= ahahha)
(the musskiiper and my failed attempt of capturing a nice sea pic.)
-Learning Journey
(me and fang yi's randomness. my retarted faces. ahaha. )
(angelic geraldine. the ppl in the bus and all...)
-Qixi's surprise birthday party and her in skirt. haha
-flooded pool and park from mock test day.
(so flooded can? )
-lunch/study with fang yi and sneha.
(OO ahhaha. xD)
-pictures from before founder's day training.
(isabel courtney liane and me)
-family outting at botak jones kopishop.
(cousins madness and boredom)
-impressions 9.
-justea diff flavours. ahaha. father buy one... lol.
-Jo and Na's cakes. haha.
(chocolate and mangos. :D ahaha )
-the expensive one big box inside 4 boxes chocs.
($100 s'pore dollars no kidding! but it's nice la. ahhaha )
-bad weather, bookmarks and book.
(OTHERS! ahahha )
this r all the pics. sry so unorganized. ahahaha xP
mwaahahahaha enjoy. (:
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-inmyownworld-
1:23:00 PM